Can I love you twice ?

(1)

"With no hope, I adore you" Fairouz is singing in the background.

"In desert we don't carry the water, it does" Desert son said
With no hope, no water,  what keeps me going ?

I don't have map to cross the distance between me and you, Like a blind I find my way by listening to your heart beats
Your heart is beautiful like a green oasis in desert
light house in storm
kid laughs in war
fireplace smoke in winter
and more ...

(2)

"The smell of coffee is geography" Darwish said 

Your voice is geography, I believe 

Can I love you twice ?  Once is not enough ...
"I want nothing from love except the start" Darwish said
and I am still in the first line of love,  Cant move to the next line, Afraid of next line, Afraid of short poems ...

A love from one side is growing til the sky, others can see it, you cant , it is love from one side of the world, a bridge from east to west

(3)

Why you are beautiful this much ? 

Cant you be less beautiful so I can draw your smile? less beautiful so I can taste my coffee? 

Less beautiful so I can wake up without thinking of you ?

(4)